I've been going about this blog thing all the wrong way, thinking I had to have something exciting and brilliant to report on each time I added a new post. This came from a habit I developed a few months ago of reading the blogs of other "creative" people. It was simply too much to compete with, not that this is all a "competition", mind you, but it is very hard to get anyone to notice you these days. And, let's not kid ourselves, it's all about getting noticed, one way or another.
I am a mess. Unfocused. Unorganized, the whole thing. I wander from job to job every day, doing what needs to be done, but lately, nothing extra. I blame this on many things, none of them me, of course. But, really, I've no one to blame but myself. (Although, I do have four tiny grandchildren here at the farm for the summer...and their parents. Fun and fun.)
So, what I'm going to attempt to do is use this blog as a tool to help me get it together. You can read it or not, but it will be an honest diary of exactly what it's like to be a should-be-working-all-the-time-artist and sort of part-time farmer.
It may not be always pretty, but here goes...